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| Thursday, 23-Dec-2004 00:00 |
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YESSSSSUUUMMMMMMNESS!!!!
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this is kind of weird....lol...
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lonely wheelbarrow...it needs some LOVIN!
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sadness....haha
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tobey is a model! im so proud! *crys*
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i.have.shiny.lips.yay!
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EVIL DOLLS!! THIER GONNA KILLLL ME!
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i was waaaaay to high last night dude! haha OMG!
okay, so caitlin is freaking out and crying and writing poetry about me, alicia is worrying about me, cara is jealous and thinks im too cool for her...what is wrong with me friends? course im sure thier thinking "what is wrong with her??" geeze, or is it...what is wrong with me? but you know...you gotta live life...i mean i rather die now and know that i actually did SOMETHING even though it wasnt even anything but me friends seem to think so, then to die later after a living hell cuz i did nothing.... o guueeeeeessss WHAT! i lost 5 POUNDS since like, yesterday DUDE!!! YAY. but yeah i cant even tell you all what im feeling right now because it is way too personal and i am a total introvert and i never show me feelings. i wish i could though hahaha!! ok, my bro is trying to choke me but i dont really care if i choke to death and quite obviously my brother doesnt care either  .
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| Sunday, 19-Dec-2004 00:00 |
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LALALALA BOOM DI AY! LALALALA BOOM DI AY!!
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me cat
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do i look like me cat?? hahaha
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its a ...trampled rose...*tear*
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omg i look way too innocent here HAHA
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me roses
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haha laughing
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i am speachless....truly speachless....
what just happened to me will truly scar me for life...it will live with me forever....i will never forget this day.
the day that i ate a chicken sandwhich....from jack in the box....
haha jk i love chicken sandwhiches. 
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| Wednesday, 15-Dec-2004 00:00 |
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yesness okayness
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sadness!
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no eye makeup...except mascara..ahhh i cant beleive i did that!!
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y'know i just realized. all these pictures look way better close up dude!
okay so i always wear lots of eye makeup....cuz im fugly , but in a couple of these pictures im just wearing mascara.....now you get to see how ugly i am!! OMG!!!! hahahaha! 
this ones for chris 
  
IM JK I LOVE YOU!!
 there doing the wave for chris!!! yay!!
HAHA SORRY! these faces are just way too fun! 
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| Monday, 13-Dec-2004 00:00 |
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LOL
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like me hair?? hahaha
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you cant even see me lips...lol
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i dont even remember this. lol.
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cigarettes make me horny.
HAHAHA CHRIS!
chris....
you are sexy.
and really hott.
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| Thursday, 9-Dec-2004 00:00 |
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hearts hearts hearts
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weeeeell. im really bored right now dudes! waaaaaaa!! o yes. and the poem i wrote in the last entry i wrote a while ago, and if i really felt that way now then i would not post it
omg i cant beleive its almost CHRISTMAS! AHHH!!
my quotes:
Alter your mind, alter your world.
Life is how you veiw it.
they basically mean the same thing....ha.
okay this will be my biggest uploadingness of pictures. i hope you all like them
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impedimets; love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove.
O, no, it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wand'ring bark,
Whos worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Loves not Times fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
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| Monday, 6-Dec-2004 00:00 |
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my sleeve is soaked with tears of pain
you call me up just to say
how perfect your life is
and how you had a perfect day
you have so many friends
that all love you
it must be nice to be so popular
and not be true
you blame it all on me
that everythings like this
you punish me for doing just my work
and not doing his
you yell at me
for not doing anything
saying you do everything
but i do it all
you do nothing
you always get your way
your always breaking in
your always getting me into trouble
even when its your fault
you have a perfect life
everything always work out for you
everyone loves you
they always try to make it right
so you wont complain and fight
were breaking apart
you make life so miserable
you just dont see
you dont get it
you dont know me
you dont understand me
you never will
i cant talk to anyone
im crying
but no one can hear me
cuz i wont let them
they wouldnt understand
no one would
im feeling pain
but i cant show it
i wont show it
i dont want them to feel pain too
im a whole other person
that they have never seen
that they have never met
i wont let them
i wont let them see me
the true me
under all the smiles
the laughter
the happiness
lies me
me and my pain
i wont let them see it
never
i wear a mask
to cover all
to cover everything
i cant talk to anyone
i feel so alone
im sick of you making me your prisoner
making me do things i dont want to do
i dont want to
i dont want to!
im cold
im hungry
but that cant be fixed
we cant afford anything
please go away
please leave me
i wanna run
i wanna go
i just want someone to talk to
i wanna leave
and never look back.
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| Saturday, 27-Nov-2004 00:00 |
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i miss me chris! (hehe i made a rhyme)
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well tomorrow i wanna go to a concert for one of my favorite bands! yay! but i want chris to come! but he doesnt want to come! ahhh! course i havnt seen him since FREAKIN HALLOWEEN. o well if he doesnt wanna come i guess thats ok. i dont want him to feel weird. aww my kittie just meowed! so cute! my brother gave me some cool sunglasses today. thier big and COOL! hehe. you know what? i think glasses are cool. like not sunglasses, but prescription glasses. i kind of wish i had to have glasses....haha. i would get the black rimmed ones...cuz those are so cute! weeell. i guess ill go now. go and do nothing. cuz im not allowed to do anything. except maybe ill laugh or something. yeah....fun. HAHAHA
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| Wednesday, 24-Nov-2004 00:00 |
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egyptian time!
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i took these all 2 nights ago...and i was bored so i decided to do egyptian makeup...with a star it was fun haha. then pearly came over and we beat up the boys haha!!
i miss chris!
*mwaaaahhh* thats for chris. no one else!
hehe 
and im cold!  its freezing man!
duuude...get a jacket man!
noo! jackets are annoying! the less clothes the better!
duuude...your gonna be a stripper when you grow up....
no i wont...ill be too cold!
ahhh!
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| Saturday, 20-Nov-2004 00:00 |
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well...i just cut my brothers hair....at 7 and finished a few minutes ago....about 7:30....he wanted it all shaved off but then some black girl came over and said he should leave the middle hair...so yeah...that was fun! haha!
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| Monday, 15-Nov-2004 00:00 |
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suuuushi
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i like sushi! sushi is good! its my favorite! i just had some! i want some more though! yay!
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! I was nervous though just to be fair 
